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January 29th, 2009
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I never know what to say anymore.
I feel like my words are useless.
I feel taken advantage of.
I feel like a pushover.
I feel like people just walk all over me.
Sorry isnt the same after 10 times. I dont feel its sincere.
I feel like if I just act like it didnt bother me, It will just keep
happening over and over again.
Im sad. Ive run out of things to do/say.
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[Saturday
December 6th, 2008
2:47pm] |
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I cant believe you. Im so ashamed. What the fuck were you thinking??
You are such a good person. How could you do this to yourself, and everyone else?
I really find that selfish. You know what everyone has fucking gone through. Everyone has had a rough time. We are finally all back together, everythings great and this happens.
You hurt so many people. I thought you were better than that.
Im really disappointed. So disappointed. Thanks.
Please stop fucking with her head, please stop doing this to me, and everyone else.
We all care about you, we are all here for you. Please stop before everything is gone.
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[Tuesday
October 7th, 2008
9:05pm] |
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[Monday
August 11th, 2008
1:20pm] |
I'm home from work today because I have a sore throat & a ear ache.
Yay!
I had a great weekend. Everything has been going great. Josh's birthday was on friday, went to dinner with everyone. Saturday was a family vacation with the best people in the world. I almost had everyone I needed. We had a great relaxing night. Just a nice getaway from titusville. Sunday was just relaxation.
I have been keeping myself really busy lately. Me & Lindsey love to have fun and do exciting things. We are always doing something spur of the moment crazy. We have a lot of fun together. Thank god she exists. Today, Courtenay starts her drive from Illinois to her new residence in Florida. I have been waiting for this day since the day she left. Court & Lindsey will get along wonderful sooo Its going to be great. I cannot wait.
I'm not replacing Lindsey with Courtenay if anyone thinks that. Its going to be Jamie, Lindsey & Courtenay. Starting tomorrow I will have everything I need in my life.
I love everything & everyone.
Don't forget, my birthday is the 22nd!!!!!
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[Saturday
June 28th, 2008
7:10pm] |
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anal sex feels SO GOOD!
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[Monday
September 17th, 2007
2:11pm] |
RIP Morgan & Chelsea.
And im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
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[Saturday
May 19th, 2007
2:39pm] |
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I can't believe I graduated this morning.
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[Thursday
May 10th, 2007
1:10pm] |
I remember when I saw sugarcult for the first time. my first show. The first time at the house of blues. Wow.
I love cory.
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[Monday
May 7th, 2007
6:43pm] |
Last night I witnessed a speed chase. Its going to be on wildest police chases. actually i really dont know but i thought it was pretty wild. I have never seen that before. I would tell the story but you know im tooooo lazy to type it.
If i see u around school..I might be willing to tell you or maybe one day wen im not lazy i will just post it. doubt it tho. no one reads me anyways
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[Thursday
April 19th, 2007
11:54pm] |
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Im glad things are okay between Lindsey and I. I feel alot better. I cant end my senior year with regrets and the loss of good friends. Even though there are some that Iam disappointed with but there is really nothing to do. I've done what I needed to do. Im content with myself, my life and my friends. I cant help anyone anymore and I cant feel sorry for anyone anymore. I've tried and Im done.
Graduation is coming really fast. Im excited and also sad. Im going to cry like a baby.
I have a new job. My last day fot JTB is Tuesday. Maybe Thursday. I start KSC the 28th. Excited.
My Family, Neighbors, Cory & I are going out of town to camp for memorial day weekend.
June 30th I leave for Cali.
andddd Somewhere between Graduation and August courtenay should be coming down.
anddd also.....I will be spending one night with my BFF Queen Anya sometime really soon.
kay. im done. yay
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[Sunday
March 18th, 2007
12:03pm] |
So in 9 days I will be on my way to see courtenay for a week. Im really excited. My first plane ride all by myself.
Right now im dancing to Pink. hahahhahahahah. bye bye
oh yeah. i will be posting pictures when I get back for those hoes that we used to chill with.
hahahha..memories!
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[Saturday
February 24th, 2007
10:14pm] |
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So I'm bored sitting at matties and I'm tired. I'm staying at anyas tonight and we are going to pull a all nighter playing DDR. I'm excited about spending girlie time with her. Welllll.....adios. (However u spell it) hahahahaahah
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[Sunday
January 14th, 2007
12:46am] |
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I dont really give a shit. ha.
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[Monday
January 1st, 2007
7:59pm] |
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[Friday
December 15th, 2006
11:01pm] |
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well sorry for the previous post..i dont know how to work this stupid shit.
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[Friday
December 15th, 2006
11:00pm] |
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I have to wait til my mom gets home to leave, so im bored until then.
Its almost 2007 and so much has happened this past year. I met so many people, grew apart from many and got closer to alot. There are alot of things I wished I would have changed but its way to late. Sorry to disappoint most of you. Sorry to never get to hang out with most of you. I need to change. But anyways, this past weekend I visted miami for my first time. While I was there my Grandma, Cousin, Uncle that I havent seen in 7 years was there along with my new aunt. I enjoyed the time while I was there and had alot of fun. Stayed in a beautiful hotel, and yess I have Pictures
My Family
Where I stayed.
It was under a little bit of work.
they had the countrys largest pool, oh and I dont
know what that black thing is, my camera sucks.
 
 
gingerbread house of the hotel
 
looking down from the room
a part of the buildings
me and mommy
I also have pictures from thanksgiving break when me and cory went to georgia,
I will have to post them later.
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[Friday
November 10th, 2006
3:02am] |
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I wish I could rewind time.
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[Thursday
October 26th, 2006
12:58am] |
New job. No more Mc Donald's. I start monday.
7 dollars an hour, plus commision. I can wear what I want and look how I want. This is the job i've been waiting for. I dont have to deal with food or people. Well, I kinda have to deal with people. But it will be completely different. People aren't going to yell at me cause their double cheese burger has onions on it. It might not be the coolest job to you..but it is the coolest job to me.
welllll. That's all.
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[Tuesday
October 24th, 2006
7:55pm] |
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HaHa. This is going to be soo fun.
I stick to my word.
P.S. I've always made this friends only..I didnt do it to hide my last post or any other post. But for you, I will leave it set for the public.
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[Thursday
October 5th, 2006
8:47pm] |
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dangggga.
I fucking love my boyfriend. so much.
thats all. Hope everyone is doing marvelous. I need to catch up with a few people...mannnn its been a long time.
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